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Cassie asks if Vicki's life looks exactly the way she wanted it to 5 years ago. Vicki shares, NO - this life I am living was kind of an inspired ah-ha about 2 or 3 years ago. I realized kind of all at once, that the life I was pushing to create was no longer feeling good. I no longer felt the pull toward being a movie or Broadway star. I wanted something totally different and foreign to me. They talk about why there is a difference… There’s a difference because this is true to me. The dream I tried to force to create was the one that I wanted when I was 17, and I just kept clinging to and pushing it until I turned 30. I started working with you a few years before this epiphany, and I think it’s through the work I did with you in ELU that taught me how to open up to what I truly, deeply, and honestly wanted. I learned how to become the person who was worthy of getting everything she ever wanted, and by learning that worthiness, I was open and available for the truth to come in. The truth is, “You