Addiction Recovery 2017 [sex] Mode! Attitudes Of Sexual Integrity! The Journey From Sexual Compulsion To Sexual Integrity.

Part 2 of Words that put heart in them!  Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version. Luke 3:16-17 (The Message) But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God; everything false he'll put out with the trash to be burned."  18-20There was a lot more of this—words that gave strength to the people, words that put heart in them. The Message! But Herod, the ruler, stung by John's rebuke in the matter of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, capped his long string of evil deeds with this outrage: He put John in jail.

 Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version. 16-17But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God; everything false he'll put out with the trash to be burned."  18-20There was a lot more of this—words that gave strength to the people, words that put heart in them. The Message! But Herod, the ruler, stung by John's rebuke in the matter of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, capped his long string of evil deeds with this outrage: He put John in jail.

Email response show, lets get more stories of victory! The victory over this addiction (or any other for that matter) has to do with a deep heart level thirst. The question is a thirst for what? The most important step of the 12 steps? Step one “you have a problem. Your life has become unmanageable.” But how deep does that go? Are we really ever in control really? Why is this world so broken? That is the question, Like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. A listener said to me “it seems like this is a thinking disease”, I believe there is some truth there. But how deep are our thoughts?

Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulse control - The life giving freedom of self control. Narcissism is not freedom, What does it mean to say no to your self? “Repentance” is a word a lot of stuffy religious people have sole in order to control people through fear and shame. Real repentance is, in part why your reading this right now. Your looking for change, looking answers, Right? Is something in your behavior controlling you? Your not in control of your own flesh? Not in control of you? If your seeking your are repentant.Music by Ruth, Against me! and Jonah 33.

Episode 64 -The Church is great at helping to remove stains. Drugs and alcohol addicts are welcomed with open arms. I believe the church has compassion for the hurting hearts of addicts.But sexuality runs deep, Sexual addiction, sexually compulsive behavior or same sex attraction is deeper then getting out the cleansers out and scrubbing the dirty stains off the surface. What happens when all the getting saved, prayer and all the recovery material does not seem to work?What do you do when you still haven’t found what your looking for?Music by U2, Pillar and This Beautiful Republic.

A Talk by Russ Shaw did to a men's group in Everett WA,USA. Addressing Christian sub-culture about getting real. if we believe Grace is Amazing then why are we faking it?Pride is one of those invisible barriers that blocks you from even asking the question!

Episode 62 - Reloaded the 2 dog story.The chief was sitting at the edge of the village, obviously deep in thought. He sat there for hours and hours, seemingly unmoving. The tribe was beginning to get worried and restless, but nobody wanted to disturb him. An elder eventually got up his courage and walked over. 'Chief,' he asked, 'what's going on? You look so troubled!' The chief just sat there, and the elder thought that he had not heard. Finally the chief spoke. And he said: 'You know, it's like there are two dogs fighting inside of me all the time - a dog of glowing light and beauty and a dog of fire. This dog is not glowing with the light but, life choking smoke and consuming fire. He is mean, irritable, and angry. It is driven by fear, and has me look at the world through the lens of shortage, struggle, and judgment. This is how I am when I'm feeling small, anxious, and spiritually disconnected.The dog Light is guided by love and kindness. This is the part of me that longs to live with purpose

A letter to Ash. A christian man publicly in the think of the fight!Ash I'm not some guru dude, I don't have it all together.You think I never felt like that? Wanting to quit? having QUIT! It's way to hard I can do this. Truth be told you can't! On your own!God did not do this to You ASH! You and I did it to our selfs God did not give it to us! That is a lie from hell. The guilt and shame you feel is from the accuser. Revelation 12:10 Calles the devil the accuser of the brethren accusing them day and night.Read more at ASI247.org

This show is expliced! Russ gets deep and does not hold back his heart for this ministry. Luke 15:1-10 (NIV) The Parable of the Lost Sheep!1Now the tax collectors and "sinners" were all gathering around to hear him. 2But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, "This man welcomes sinners and eats with them."  3Then Jesus told them this parable: 4"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.' 7I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

Facing Agent Smith

The Matrix and "ALONE" what is this feeling of being trapped inside ones self? Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. How do we get fully Alive and bust out of the matrix?

Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show. Where do we get bricks to build this thing?

Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!Building on a landscape what does that mean?Tips and news on home building I want to build my house the best cost efficient and environmental friendly way.I built my home doing all my own labor. Mortgage-Free!: Radical Strategies for Home Ownership.

Sex addiction recovery... Good News for home bulding!According to a news release, the women are building the home with the Winchell family as part of Habitat's Women Build program. ...He immediately made arrangements to visit Williams and promised to begin building her home on January 2. Williams had received $10000 in material from the ...Nehemiah 4:18 And each of the builders had his sword strapped at his side while he built. The man who sounded the trumpet was beside me. Lawrence-Douglas County Fire Medical personnel rescued several residents this morning from a burning apartment building. Firefighters were called shortly ...To be deductible, the insurance must have been paid on “home acquisition debt” — debt incurred to buy, build or substantially improve a principal residence ...

Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)Church people many times give good manerd advice say "Just Trust God" Or "Just Repent and you'll be fine!" WHAT DOES THAT MEAN! Another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart? Over coming sexual addiction is no walk in the park!

Episode 53 - So another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart? Part 1

Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Email responce show. heres some lyrics for ya! Rihanna - UnberllaWhen the sun shines, we’ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella   1 John 4:10 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. ASI247.org

Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy! Conflict is a state of discord caused by the actual or perceived opposition of needs, values and interests between people.How dose this even work in the reality of overcoming and the aftermath of sexual addiction? Ever feel alone. I mean down deep? Alone... like no one really knows you?Does your spouse know you? down deep does she/he know your deepest desires, dreams and fears? Does he/she know deep things like the things that made you feel safe or afraid as a child?First heart felt disappointment? First heart felt sense of belonging for you or him / her?How about her/him? do you know these deep, heart level things about her? Have you asked her/him? brought this stuff out?Russ@asi247.org

The same way that people can become addicted to drugs, alcohol or gambling, they can become addicted to sex,  anything from Internet sex to obsessive masturbation to affairs. How do we pick up the pieces and repair our relationships when the betrail cuts so deep? How do we connect in the midst of this? How do we discover the one, in the two becomeing one? Who are we? What have WE become?

Episode 49 -Yom Kippur, two goats what dose that mean? Blood sacriface and scape goat. What? is Russ Shaw hates homosexuals? Not, sorry. I love all people. Judgeing some with out knowing them.. hummm isn't that what the evangelicals are guilty of? Don't become what you hate. Don't make the scape goat an idol.