Bloom And Grow Radio

I’ve been waiting a very long time to write these words. I’m pregnant!!! And we’re having a baby boy! His nickname is Polpettino (which means ‘little meatball’ in Italian) because my husband Billy is fourth-generation Irish, and this baby is going to come out the most Irish kid you've ever met, so he's getting to be Italian while he's still in there. And we love him so much already. But before we get to the joy, I need to take you through the full story. Because this pregnancy didn't just happen. It was fought for. It was grieved for. It’s pregnancy after loss, after two years of grief, fear, therapy, IVF, and learning how to hold joy and sorrow in the same body. Welcome to my pregnancy journey!   In this episode, we learn: [01:39] OMG, Plant friends, I’m pregnant with a baby boy! [05:04] How I moved through seasons of grief, waiting, and hope [06:26] Fear, numbness, and how this episode serves as my exposure therapy [07:49] Sharing your personal stories of grief with me [09:01] Why I reject the polishe